Mindful of the gap

 
I am gazing at the planets looping overhead
From this other wide angle
Down my telescoping mind
Minding, mindful of the gap between my proper place
And this, dislocated;
Tapping my Muse awake
“whaddoYOU think/sense?
whatdoesIT look like from here, not there?
Aslant, as if I were elongated and morphed
Into something quite other
Switched, swapped, inside out.
 
What singularity ordains?
 integrity, inviolate ONLY in its original connection
implacably fixed and stained with dye
form, context, immutable
like sentry demons stirring the tempest elements
-their witchy brew –
 
As if locomotion in itself was an absolute.
 
 
Across these wide, alien spaces
 
I hear a woman cry out
 
In the ancient anguish of her state
 
Regardless of time or place.
 
The croak of her soul-woe
 
Twangs the fibres of my gut
 
What drunken, lout husband
 
What servitude, what living torment
 
Erupts here – as much as anywhere –
 
Whatever the hovel or palace
 
This earth-wide, infectious plague-curse
 
Manifesting through each individual horror-tale
 
To global, endemic.
 
 
How frail and thin, my armour
 
That separation from collective hell.
 
Her cry shatters any platitudes, solitudes, complacency
 
Not just haunts, belongs.
 
 
 
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